sorrowful days

sooo... life's been shitty recently.
1. i attend Northern Illinois University. (this is shitty because Feb08 there was a shooting on our campus)
2. my hard drive crashed.

unfortunately, i hadn't backed up everything before it died, so i lost some of my illustrations. i wish i could try to recover the data now, but i don't have that kind of money. and i'm without a computer. so i'll be in the illustration lab alot for the rest of the semester.